Changes

Whilst sorting through some photos on my computer recently, I came across this one and realised it has almost been an entire year since I turned 21. After the initial shock and mini freak-out, I began thinking about how much has changed since then. In some ways I was happier then, as I still to this day think my 21st birthday was one of the best days of my life so far as I was surrounded by all the people I love most. But then I think about how much I've grown and developed into a significantly different person since then and how happy I am with the changes I've made.
When this picture was taken I had no idea what I would be doing in 2014 and was not enjoying the course I was doing at the time, all that much. Now I am studying to do something I will hopefully be able to make a living out of, which is so exciting not only because of the financial stability that will offer, but because I have unexpectedly found something I absolutely adore. Teaching was something I entered in to because people had told me they thought I would be good at it and because I knew I needed to do something practical but I honestly did not expect to love it as much as I do.
I have also grown into a far more independent person than I ever knew I could be, and I feel stronger, more capable, and ready to take on new challenges than I ever have in my life.
Even though recently I have been feeling incredibly overwhelmed with Uni work, placement, and work, I am lucky enough to have an incredible group of family and friends around me constantly that I sometimes forget to appreciate. I honestly do not know howI would have made it through some of the difficult times in the last few weeks and months if it were not for these incredible people, and I want to make more of an effort to let them know that.

I've also been neglecting my beloved bookshelf recently and haven't read an entire book in far too long. With the business of Uni, assignments, work, and general life, I just haven't found the time for it which I don't think is good enough. I have over 50 books on my shelf that have yet to be read and I want to make a significant dent in that number this year. It's easy to forget that you need to make time for your hobbies and loves in life, and I also want to make more of an effort to read regularly.

Staying connected.

Connection with nature... it's a beautiful concept. But then, that's the issue - for so long (for me at least) that is all it has seemed; a concept. I have always adored the beauty of nature and the creatures that live amongst it, and I'm the first person to jump up and go for a bush walk whilst on holiday. But as far as remaining deeply connected to my natural surroundings on a day-to-day basis; I feel as though I have continuously failed.
I adore the electric oranges and reds of an intense sunset, and the wafting scent of roses as I walk past a particularly well-maintained garden on the way to the bus stop. But then, how many times have I ignored the beauty of the sky as the sun disappears from sight, or the intoxicating scent of a rose as I've been running to get to a bus on time? Too many times, I think.
This is why I have decided to write down each day (possibly in the form of a blog post), at least one form of natural beauty I have experienced.

 I'm beginning with some small attempts at connecting more with nature. Although it may be an event a little more removed from nature than I'd ideally like, I did enjoy my trip to the Melbourne Flower and Garden show last month with my lovely sister. The flower arrangements were gorgeous, and we both fell in love with the sunflowers!

I was a little excessive and decided to treat myself to this gorgeous necklace. It's a handmade piece by Marie B Jewelerry, the 'Real leaf necklace' in silver. I won't lie, I am head over heels for this lovely piece.

xxx

Busyness and adventure.

Recently I have been busy like I have never been before. After a taste of the 'real world' and working full time, not only have I fallen in love with my chosen profession, but I have fallen behind with my assignments for Uni. It's strange how a taste of the real world can cheapen the experience of necessary academic achievements one needs to be qualified. I had to venture to the library on Sunday to work with my group on an assignment (early weekend morning commitment levels!) and in my rush, only picked up a pear to eat for the next four hours. Luckily it was a beautifully delicious pear.

I've been enjoying my walks recently too. I've tried to begin

appreciating the fresh and natural beauty that surrounds everywhere I go. The scent of the fallen leaves on a crisp morning after a night of rain has been a welcome accompaniment to my morning walks to the bus stop. I have actually found myself more and more tempted to disregard my plans for the day and go adventuring down an un-walked path or a new tangle of trees and flowers.

A new cafe has opened (in the last 5 months) that I've been enjoying immensely, called Cafe Zen Den. It's a gorgeous little place with alternative yet homely decoration, friendly staff, and incredible coffee. They also have an uncommonly large selection of vegetarian and vegan friendly options which I, as a vegetarian, greatly appreciate. (Their raw, raspberry cheesecake is to die for!)

I'm hoping that in amongst all the busyness, I will find more time for long walks in new places, especially as this cooler weather drifts in. There's almost nothing I like better than a long walk on an icy morning.